Pure Joy

Pure joy is like when you've been gone all day on the road just sitting there in the car. The heat blowing against your face, the piercing screeching of someone's high pitched voice. Smelling the fast food places as you pass by them, feeling the eroma of having a large fry and cheeseburger next to you. Those good old days. When your on the road...You're their for a mission, and that is to get where your going as little time possible. But its not all that it cracks up to be...When you try to lay down the car moving, ever so gently you rock asleep. But once you hit a pot hole it's all over you go pounding against the window with agonizing pain on your head.I can't really explain what pure joy is except for this...When you get out of the car and you feel like kissing the ground aka. Just saying not really but meaning gladly your there. And not needing to go in the car for a while getting annoyed and irritable by your family. There's no single word I can say to explain pure joy but HAPPIENESS!
another example is when your at track for 2 and a half hours, and you haven't had a chance to take some of your water. and all that keeps you going is that water at the end of practice. All you can think about is the sun piercing threw the clouds onto your head, only to make it hotter. That one sip of water after a long day is like heaven wrapped up in a bottle.a Quench, a thirst that needed to be taken care of... All I can say is that you probably experience pure joy every day. You probably just dont know it because your to self absorbed to notice and that all you care about is yourself.

My Birthday!

Next week is my BIRTHDAY! And what sucks about that is that I have track practice on it too. But that wont get me down because after track I get to have a big birthday party after and I cant wait till then. But now im only stuck counting the days, and waiting. This year has gone buy so fast, I cant believe im about to become a sophmore just this year coming in to this high school as a freshmen and not knowing what to do here feeling like an outsider...Now its my turn to pick on the freshman the victums of stevenson high school before they can be called Spartans. I've done two sports this year and not knowing whats going to happen at the meets lemme tell ya! its nerve wrecking, but once that whistle blows or that gun shoots off nothing else matters about you giving it your all and never looking back. To tell you the truth the numbers don't matter but to you they do, its about your PR(personal record) and dont compare yourself to another person thats just an easy way to blame yourself for beeing slow. The person your comparing yourself to may be older more wise and done this before. While you on the other hand are a freshman and are new to this sort of thing and thats okay you just never say never.Cause if you do chances are your gonna fail at what your doing because you siked yourself out. But really your not in shape enough to handle it so once it comes your way be positive and positive things will happen if you let them to. Just never give up!! and thats the only thing you have to remember. GO STEVENSON TRACK GIRLS!!:)