Christmas break!!

I cant beleive that it is almost christmas break...And santa will be slidin down or chimney and giving us presents to enjoy. I love christmas even thou santa isn't real, the christmas spirit of giving will always be with one another, and will never go away. Hopfully you love christmas for the sake of giving not receving, because then your a selfish little grinch who only thinks of himself, during the holidays. The new year bring hope, and suprises that will unravel during the year. Another year celebrating that were still here, and proud of it. Christmas brings us together, rather than apart. And thats a good thing because whenever you think of the holidays...it shoult remind you of how close your family is, and to get stronger as time progresses. My family saves the precious memory of being together, and take our time remembering and enjoying that moment, never wanting it to end. Sadly the day has to come to a close. But your still left with those memory's of love, care, and giving with you forever. And you cant forget cooking gingerbread with your mom, every christmas. The music turned up, the fire roaring, and the snow falling to the ground so gentefully you hardly even noticed it until it piles up on eachother. Merry almost christmas!!!!<3>

Thanksgiving is always a good time passing the mashpotatoes & gravy.. But every thanksgiving is diffrent either its their tradition or the way they celebrate it, it dosent matter. Well at my house we gather around the table and give thx for all the things were great for, and then we pass the plates down from person to person until the our plates are full and all the food has been passed down..The rule was take as much as you want, as long as you eat whatever you put on your plate. And that was final. After we were done eating dinner, we would sit around the table just talking about what happened in the last year, and what people wanted for christmas and were it was going to be at.. Usually christmas is held at my house, and everyone come there... After were done, I usually help with the dishes and sit around with my cousins.. We gather all the dessert which is usually two pumpkin pies, an apple, and a chocolate pie.. Me personally, im an apple pie person pumpkin is just orange mush.. I putt some vanilla on top with some whip cream

Last weekend I went to the rec with one of my best buddies Bre! It took us a while to get there so when we got there it was worth it...We went into the hot tub like any sain chick would do and started to pick out cute guys, we noticed that alot of people (guys) can't pull off the color blonde... We ran into one of my friends on the swim team and she was on dutty being a life gaurd, her name is Sam we talk alot and share our feelings about what are coach greg put us in a meet... Anywayz... We decided to get in the water, it was refreshing not to warm or cold, but Bre thought other wise.. I convinced her otherwise and dove in seeing if she would follow and she did soon after me. I tought her some of the strokes because she was nervous about swimming in gym, which I thought it was going to be fun, since I swim for a living here at Stevenson... I might wear my team suite with my friend Allysa she's a junior and she's a good friend to me and Bre, after all I'm the one who introduced them both and know Bre's her freshman and I don't think she likes me, but she calls me her swim freshmand and I call her my Junior!<3

Election

The election, I wanted Obama because its time for a change and he wants to lower taxes for the american people.Obama will be in office for a while because the american people believes he can make a change that has never been taken before. And Mccain wouldnt do anything, because he voted with Bush 90% of the time and wants to continue the war in Iraq and I personally think it should stop. To many people are getting killed, Mccain was the wrong choice and thats why he's not going to be in office these years.

Twilight

Today I got the book Twilight, It looks like one of those books where its long but, it has some good parts and some sad parts. I only red the prolouge and so far for those people who havent red it....ITS AMAZZING! It starts off the book as She is going to get killed and suddenly it all faids awasy because she is with some who loves her... Im not normally a reading person butt, I have heard alot of things about this book and I hope their right...

Nicolette*
LOve yeah forever, even though we argue... We still manage to get out of it and that showes that we were meant to be friends for a reason!*

Bre*
Love yeah bre, even though we get in fights no ones perfect!
BUT YOU JUST GOT TO WORK IT!**

Now, I dont know what too feel anymore... I need my friends back! I dont know what to do now? Every moment of everyday for the past two days Its seems that everyone is mad at my except for that one person my bou! He is the one friend that I can tell anything too and he sees my point of view. I need my friends back because every where I turn I feel like people are talking about me and they dont even care that if its true or not. Its called gossiping and it needs to stop. I wont lie I have gossiped about some people in the past only to find out why they did what they did and write now I dont even know where to begin exept for saying Im sorry for What I have done and I hope you can forgive me!!

The day I got my kitty

The day I got my cat was the day a tragedie happened. Earlyer that day I got up the sun was shining and I went to see my hampster and put him in his ball and grabbed the cage. I went to the garbage can with the ball in one hand and the cage in the other. I put the ball down so I could know where my hampster would go. i opened the cage and poured out all the pooh and woodchips and got some paper towel, I was about to start the second part of the cleaning stage when I heard a scream, not a normal scream it was like a bloody murder scream. I immediatly dropped all that I was doing and ran into the living room and saw the ball open and the hampster missing!!! I looked around a little more and found my hampster he was dead with a little puddle laying next to him of blood I knew immediatly that the dog had something to do with it. I called her name and she was hidding from me behind the couch were the body was, I was shocked! My mom came down the stairs only to see me on the ground groveling like no tommorow, She didnt know why I was crying until she saw the little hampster curled up in the corner about an 1 in diramiter. She came to tell me it was going to be okay and got some cloves and grabbed the hampster and put it in the garbage in the garage. My mom kept on telling me that everything will be okay and that this type of thing happens to everyone. But I knew she didnt understand the type of pain that I was going threw was tough. But I told her that the only thing to make me happy was a kitty. She said that she would have to talk it over with my dad because we already had two dogs and one cat already...But soon enough they said I could get a cat ONLY...ONLY if I promised to take full responcablity for this kitty.I said yeah!! with out even listening to the rest and hopped in the car and we went kitty hunting but before we did that we went to taco bell because we all were hungry and knew we were going to be out here for a while. After we ate lunch we were off...We went to a couple humane societys but they all said I couldnt get them today, and I wasnt ready to take no for an answer. So we went to this small strore and me and my mom went in...There was a whole cage of kittens about 8 and all orange I grabbed one and my mom did too. I dropped the one I had in a fish tank but the tank was empty so I decided to get the one my mom had because he was purring so loud you could hear it and had his eyes closed trying to sleep. I decided to call him Julius and to this day he lives happily at my house!<3>

Swim!!!

Well today is my last meet, my heart is pumping due to exciyment and cant help but dream what the race is going to be like tonight I picture: Me getting up on the block getting ready to start my race I get set and I go!!! Im in the water racing as fast as I can go and be dinamic. I immediatly hit the wall with my flip turn with such force I dont come up out of the water until I reach at least half way of the pool in diameter. I sprint the last twenty five and I got neck and neck with the person in front of me and BOOMMMM!!! Touched the wall and looked up at the clock hoping I just got in first...I did and there was one more suprise I went 29.9 seconds in my freestyle and got my varsity letter I was proud and that was my best moment that hadn't even happend yet, It was my dream....And right now it dosent look like that is coming true soon.

My Trip To the Hospital

I woke up on a cold morning knowing that today would be the day that I would have to go to the hospital to see if I had a eating disorder. I got out of bed ever so slowly not wanting the day to progress, and I started to smell the sweetest scent you could think of when you just woke up...Pancakes!! Drenched in butter and syrup. I ran down the stairs like there was no tommorow, only to see my mom slaving over a hot stove singing to her ipod Jessi's girl...I swear parents are to wrapped up in the past to even think about the present for one minute. You should see my mom trying to flip a pancake and trying to bust some moves its pretty rated R if you know what i mean. But that didn't stop me from getting those pancakes, I went in to the kitchen even more and went to the wodden cubberd and got a plate out for my mom and I. I place the china next to my mom and she slapped five pancakes on a plate and shoved me away...
I went into the living room with a plate of pancakes in one hand, and syrup and butter in the other hand. I went to go sit down on the couch and imediatly noticed that I had forgot a fork and a knife, boy did I think I was a retard but that didn't stop me...I lifted up one of my pancakes and slabbed it in some butter and started spraying it with a boat load of syrup, and all I thought to myself was that this was going to be the tastiest pancake ive ever had in a long time. But on second thought I hadn't had a pancake in about a couple weeks.My mom finally decided to talk to me and said that" We had to go to the hospital soon, and that I should get dressed for some cold weather..." So I went upstairs slid on a huddy and some thick pajama pants and got back downstairs and grabbed my Ipod and went to the car, I just knew it was going to be a long ride there about a hour and a half. I got in the car and adjusted the car seat and put on my ipod and tried to get my mind off the hospital and shots and that other gross stuff. Before I knew it we were on the road on our way to the hospital to see if I had the disorder or not. About a half an hour later, my mom woke me up and told me that I should come in to the gas station to get something to eat so when I got to the hospital it would be easier for me to stay still for all the x-rays, IV tests...You know those people that are afraid of needles well I'm one of em and I dont want any of them dumb blonds you see in the movies saying this wont hurt a bit, but in reality it hurts like a mother f*****. Well where I was going, it aint no ordinary hospitals you see everywhere...Its the kind where if you refuse to do something that is required you get strapped down to the bed post. Well I got into the gas station and went directly to the candy section, you know its a kid thing cant ever had to many sweets. Well of corse my mom comes around the corner and said I shouldn't have any candy because its not good for you. Well all I could think of was...You now what? Screw the health!If I want some candy than your going to get it for me no questions asked.Well I decided she was right and I went to get a bag of chips when someone comes in and shoves me out of the way. But me being a kind person 'n' all I would let that slide because he probably didnt mean it and was in a hurry. I grabbed a bag of old fashion BBQ chips and got a gatarade with it and headed toward my mom, she was standing at the cashier with this really weird look in her eye: Like when they wanna leave but you cant or it was just the fact she wanted to know if I was going to be okay or not.But I learned that I should keep my mind off it until the last possible moment until its umbearable. We got back in the car and my mom told me to stay awake becasue we only had like a 5 more minute drive left and I opened the bag of chips: You know when you open something new it has that new smell well lemme just tell yeahh Im addicted to BBQ chips there so good, if you see me without a bag of chips in my hand, then it must be a rare occasion because I always have a snack on me. We got to the hospital I took a big breather and got out of the car...My heart was pounding it felt like my heart was going to jump out of my chest onto the ground, I was frightened and terrified of hospitals they always make a mistake sooner or later and thas why machines should run this place but thats a diffrent story don't get me started in that I will go onnnn....And onnn.....And onnnnnn....Anyways we got in to the hospital it was cold, all these sick or injured people surrounding me staring....I felt isolated from everyone else, but the most shocking thing about this place is that all the doctors had a smile or an evil grinn on their face it looked like one of those movies like Chuckie....I can not bare watching scary movies.I got to the waiting room and they said to fill out this form, so I handed it to my mom and sat down in the corner and red a magazine. Soon enough a nurse said Samantha the doctor will see you now. My legs felt stiff like they were mearly frozen from the shock I was about to go through. I started to walk and felt light headed I think I was sieking myself out but I continued walking. I got to the doctors office and it was all down hill from there Im afraid. The nurse came in with a large needle in one hand, and a clipboard in the other she said they may know what was wrong but to make sure they were wright. I let them take some blood and soon enough she came in but she looked diffrent. She said that I had a eating disorder and if I continued this path I would have been dead a couple years later. She said long as I stoped what I stop what Im doing I wont have to stay in pacient for their hospital. So to this very day I dont have to go to the hospital more and I am healthier than ever.